Things I promised myself I would not do in recent weeks:

1. Cry at work.
2. Cry in front of Gorgeous.
3. Unload all my problems on Gorgeous.
4. Get angry at tiny insignificant things.
5. Sit at work and do bugger all.
6. Let the house turn into a tip while Ma and Pa were away.

Things I did do in recent weeks.

1. Cried at work.
2. Cried in front of Gorgeous.
3. Unloaded all my problems on Gorgeous.
4. Do I really need to continue the list?

So I did all the above and am now very angry at myself. And I have promised myself to not turn to stupid things like cigarettes and alcohol to make myself feel better. My fingers are positively itching for a cigarette. When I smoked I was a lot less irritable. But that is one hell of a price to pay for no mood swings.

So instead I�m going to exercise. And I�m not just going to talk about exercising, I�m gonna bloody do it for once.

I�m going to give all my emotional crap the heave-ho and I�m going to be pleasant and fit and amazing.

I can do it. I know I can!

Tyd

19 July 2005 - 8:45 am

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