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How It Feels, To Be Left Outside Alone Well my dating has gone down the crapper. Didn�t take long. *sigh* Seeing as the first date was so fabulous (partially due to the fact that I didn�t embarrass myself and there were no long, awkward pauses) I was looking forward to a second date that would be filled more with him telling me about him and him showing me his personality and that he can be funny etc. Big nada on that. I�m sure he does have a personality and I�m sure it�s fascinating...but it doesn�t appear to be on this plane of existence. Not to say that he�s weird (no, that�s my department), he�s just well, kinda boring! And he doesn�t joke or have a larrikin sense of humour. I�ve discovered that for any person I will date in the future this is pretty much a standard rule. If you can�t make me laugh...you shouldn�t waste your time. I know I�m being harsh, but it�s better to get it all out here, than when I call him tomorrow to tell him �It�s not you, it�s me� or some other such clich�d statement. Ugh, it�s so annoying. I tried really hard to try to figure out if I had romantic leanings and I was so disappointed to find that there was nothing and it was all a waste. I mean, if I liked him �like that� then I could forgive the non-personality, no sense of humour thing because I�d just fall in love with him for him. Or some such nonsense. Plus he was a really bad kisser. I mean shockingly bad. I visibly cringed. And I should know...I�ve kissed more than 60 people. Not that I keep a record or anything involving a pie chart *cough* Did that make me sound like a tart? Tyd 14 June 2004 - 10:10 pm |
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